If you think it's just a shower Jack, it's not. The rain will carry on falling for some time to come. After all, it's the onset of ru du fon. (Rainy Season)
This rain makes you feel cold and miserable, especially when the light & warmth from the sun is shielded by the clouds.
Other people have help with their life, staff, friends, partners etc. Guess you must be feeling pretty lonely right now.
If you pack your bags & head off out to somewhere fresh now, you may think it will brighten your future. However, you better stop using the name Sterling, Sakorn's name, the Internet, or even contemplating breeding.
The world is against you.